Old Pilot. Bold Pilot. THAT is the question.
This topic seems to be about Doug's particular RV Safety Culture document, not about such documents in general, so civil criticism of it seems to be fair. And Doug seems to agree, since it was apparently he who re-opened this thread when it was briefly closed, again apparently to encourage more conversation about this topic. (But let's
keep it civil, right?)
In the short history of aviation, dangerous "barnstorming" antics have
always been with us. And we've been
filming such antics nearly since the beginning. Even today, we celebrate the fruits of those antics in officially approved airshows, and it might be unreasonable to expect that if we are going to keep celebrating that daredevil culture (as I think we should), that we also are going to easily reign in newcomers who feel compelled to participate in it. (Also, my libertarian tendencies start tingling a warning when I see anyone trying to prohibit behaviors by others that they celebrate among their friends.)
But.
Doug's document may be the most important lesson I've learned here among many, many countless others. Some of you seem to still consider Doug a low-time pilot. But remember, how we measure such things is all relative, isn't it? He may be a
lower-time pilot than you, but I truly am a
very-low-time pilot, and I needed to hear Doug's reminder that even with his 1000+ hours, he's still limiting himself from participating in many activities he otherwise could just because he wants to return home each night from his aluminum love to his human love.
Doug's document is mislabeled a
MISSIVE, as it's not overly long, nor (in my opinion) overly dogmatic. I hope his document would be better labeled a
CREED, as a
personal statement of
belief:
- PERSONAL - by addressing his thoughts to his friends, he is appealing to them (that's us!) not as an authority in our community, but as someone who cares about them (us!) deeply.
- STATEMENT - this was not some quickly drafted one-off, but a well thought out sequence of words from a gifted writer who still admits he labored over it for months, before publishing it on the most prominent location in experimental aviation today.
- BELIEF - the almost-religious fervor that rests in plain view just between Doug's lines, the explicit mention of prayer for his friends, and his on-going willingness to turn the other cheek while we all rip apart his effort suggest to me that he will not be easily swayed from the thoughts he expressed.
As a creed, Doug's document was a loud, clarion call to me;
I'm exactly the kind of neophyte in experimental aviation who dies too often and too early in this sport, and by doing so jeopardizes all of our freedoms to keep practicing it.
And
that, my friends, is my real fear: not that Doug's document is so much a
CREED, but rather a
MANIFESTO--an overtly political call-to-action that if we don't police ourselves and our antics, there might be someone with a badge Doug can sense waiting in the shadows who is itching to lay down the law. (Van's sudden conversion to safety evangelist may lend further credence to something deeper going on under the surface of our hobby.)
Doug's document effectively broke through my thick skull. I haven't been able to stop thinking about it since he posted it. It's insane that I've been debating whether I should keep the broken -9 tail kit I have, or switch to a new -7 or -8 kit to open up a more exciting "mission" profile. Duh! That's a debate for some other pilot, certainly for some pilot with more experience than me. If anything, perhaps I should be debating whether a -12 is a better choice for me than even the -9 is. My only "mission" needs to be to fly, to learn, and to live to fly another day.
Regardless of which plane I ultimately choose, I intend now to become an
old pilot, not a
bold one. I'm returning to this sport in middle-age with a very different set of life experiences and expectations than I had when I left it as a young adult. As much as it pains me to give in to wisdom, I'm admitting the fact that my daredevil days are over.
I'll leave the "show" to those of you who are actually qualified to perform in it. I'll cheer you on from the sidelines whenever you are performing responsibly, and I'll try to bolster my courage to point out when you're not.
And like Doug, I'll try hard to convince my friends (and my son) by both my words and my example that
there's plenty of life to be lived in aviation, plenty of excitement, plenty of fun, without being reckless.
--Stephen