Veetail88
Well Known Member
Dear Abbey,
Sage advice says you should never love something that cannot love you back. I'm having a bit of a problem with this.
I know she would kill me in an instant with no remorse but I just can't seem to help myself. I keep going back, again and again. I can't even afford her, spending every bit of money I can on her and some I don't even have yet, she threatens my very economical existence. My wife knows about her, and while she feigns indifference to her, I know she would rather I just gave her up. There's no way I'll do that though, I daydream about her most of my waking hours. Planning the next visit almost as soon as the current one is over. We have an extraordinary relationship, but I think a big part of it is what we do together. We get high all the time, but even when we come back down I love to just "be" with her, often just sitting back with a cold beer and staring at her.
The last time I left her was difficult, just sitting in the car, staring through the door at her........
Am I normal?
Signed,
Love at first flight....
Sage advice says you should never love something that cannot love you back. I'm having a bit of a problem with this.
I know she would kill me in an instant with no remorse but I just can't seem to help myself. I keep going back, again and again. I can't even afford her, spending every bit of money I can on her and some I don't even have yet, she threatens my very economical existence. My wife knows about her, and while she feigns indifference to her, I know she would rather I just gave her up. There's no way I'll do that though, I daydream about her most of my waking hours. Planning the next visit almost as soon as the current one is over. We have an extraordinary relationship, but I think a big part of it is what we do together. We get high all the time, but even when we come back down I love to just "be" with her, often just sitting back with a cold beer and staring at her.
The last time I left her was difficult, just sitting in the car, staring through the door at her........
Am I normal?
Signed,
Love at first flight....