To all my fellow flyer's (or Phlyer's to us Phantom guys

-Bob A.) who have been so kind as to respond to my initial post, both via personal posts and on forum, let me express my sincere thanks for all the encouragement, sympathy and advice you have provided. Today has been day 5 since my 'heart event' and to say the least, it has been tough. But through you and the support of my wife, family and friends, navigation has been mostly VFR so far.
Five days ago my personal situation was seemingly completely healthy, in shape, fresh stress test in Jul 09 , Class 1 Medical in Aug 09, USAF retirement Oct 09, new job Nov 09...no history of any problems and smooth sailing. Wednesday I was sitting at my desk at work and suddenly felt a 'bump' in my chest and started to black out. Like an idiot and probably in denial, I made a bad yet common decision and drove myself to my primary care physician, a 30 mile drive. This is quite stupid and unfortunately quite common for us pilots to do. We either hope it isn't really serious or don't want anyone else to know??? CALL 911 AND GET PROFESSINAL HELP! I know I will next time! As soon as I got to my doctor's clinic, he put me on an EKG, saw that I was showing 41 beats per minute pulse rate and HE CALLED 911 and I got my ambulance ride anyway. By the time of my surgery and pace maker implant the next day, my heart had 'fixed' itself to a normal pulse rate but the history had already been written. In spite of all tests completed Wednesday evening and Thursday showing a completely normal healthy heart and arteries, since the 'partial block' due to the electrical problem had manifested itself, I am now a heart decease patient and must have a heart pacer and, from the FAA view point, my Class 1 medical is void and I must apply for a Special Issuance medical. Apply being the key word because, first, I must wait a minimum of 60 days to begin the application process, then must submit to a myriad of tests and forms to be sent to the FAA for approval. Their approval.
Yes, I'm going to do it.
My promise is I will report on this forum the process I go through and the timeline it all happens and the eventual outcome. What I have learned is in general, we homebuilders are in the 'seasoned' years of our lives and I think one reason for all the gracious out pouring I have received is because we all know, "By the Grace of God go I"--this could be me, or you. And yes, it kinda sucks and can be depressing, but, as has been wonderfully pointed out in your great previous posts, not the end of the world, or necessarily flying. In my case, I do hold a job that demands a minimum of a 2nd Class medical and tomorrow I will speak with my employer who will give me my options. I am thankful for my USAF retirement check knowing whatever the outcome, I won't be destitute or going broke, something else I am very grateful for knowing that many with the same conditions do not have this to fall back on.
But more than anything else, I know I will remember, and hopefully you all already know, that we pilots are bound by a passion that transcends most other hobbies, sports or jobs, that is one of flying and to fly. We love it, I love it. And I find that I tend to like and be associated with others who share my passion. And these last few days, while hard, and painful (Yes, the implant operation does hurt!), they have been an incredible, grounding, growing experience that has brought out the best in you and hopefully in me, and it will continue....I promise.
To those who have thanked me for my service to our country, thanks and continue to do so by remembering those that still serve. They are having a tough go of it these days!
Tailwinds,